The Story of the two criminals…coming up soon

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It is rather funny how criminal people tend to get hooked together eventually …coming up soon the story of the two criminals who decided to go the dark road once more …and you would think they learn …

An advise for the “wise” people …”clean your shit before you mess with those who can piss on you …”

 

The song chosen for this entry is by Garbage – “Push It “…

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The Gorean “Aids”…

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We never think of it consciously though we act upon it …especially when it comes for our choice of women …

“Overly used slut” how many times have we used this term only to express how we feel about a woman who is there just to have cyber sex with every Tom , Dick & Harry ?

Such women tend to be literally cunts because they assume the whole world and their cousins owes them something because that’s what they provide …

You would think it’s as they said just role play but no …for those who have met them of course you know then they provide nude pictures featuring their intimate organs and more some even simply masturbate for you real time on a web cam while using Skype …

To be honest , once you get to know such I am sure you simply try to get what you want yet won’t be associating with them for long certainly not on steady bases and or publicly …because again …it’s disgusting …it’s embarrassing …and rather infecting with the “Gorean aids” lol

And now to the story of the entry …the cunt’s name is Phia or elle gurbux, Nyx Darcy (nyxaeris), Aуℓα (psynneclair), michelle glass…I am sure you all know her …she is one of kind cunt …acts all devoted to her real life husband the one and only flexi looks kris dejavous…

Husband and wife who are so fucked up in real life that they need a sl to fill it …a cheating woman who is fucking men on skype giving them nude pictures and real time nude camming to complete their fantasy …and as most are eager for a porn movie which is made just for them then Voila!

The husband who is paying for the sim for his wife to cheat on him had no clue first …second he is online only on weekends …and that is exactly what the cunt needs …free time and space and while she justifies her infidality by being abused …she is basically infecting us with ” Gorean Aids”

Kris simply works hard and comes home on the weekend to play on his noobish avatar enjoying the little he can get while giving the cunt all her needs to play with men on his absence or …when he sleeps …with a few men at the same time because he is either an impotent or she is a nymph …this or that , who really cares, and here’s just an example for you to get the “taste”:

[2016/05/14 08:29:00] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): I’m sorry
[2016/05/14 08:29:22] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): I don’t want you to feel anything bit happy
[2016/05/14 08:29:29] You: i am happy babes
[2016/05/14 08:29:43] You: i just do not know how safe to speak with you if yo know what i mean
[2016/05/14 08:30:02] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): Yes, my Master. I know.
[2016/05/14 08:30:20] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): I talk when I can
[2016/05/14 08:30:41] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): when it’s just me
[2016/05/14 08:30:55] You: coz i am not sure if he is around and sees it and i worry about you
[2016/05/14 08:31:17] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): no, my Master. He is in bed. I would never talk like this with him around.
[2016/05/14 08:31:57] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): I don’t want You to feel bad =(
[2016/05/14 08:33:10] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): would you feel better if I didn’t talk at all on the weekends?
[2016/05/14 08:33:43] You: no babes
[2016/05/14 08:33:52] You: i love talking to you
[2016/05/14 08:33:57] You: and i want to talk to you
[2016/05/14 08:34:20] You: i just was not sure he is around so you need to tell me he is in bed and all and safe to talk like that
[2016/05/14 08:34:27] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): me too but I never want to be the cause of any stress for you
[2016/05/14 08:34:32] You: coz i love to make my girl’s pussy throbbing for me and wet
[2016/05/14 08:34:38] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): =)
[2016/05/14 08:34:49] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): yes, my Master
[2016/05/14 08:35:00] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): Missed saying that too ^
[2016/05/14 08:35:34] You: smile i love you calling me my master
[2016/05/14 08:36:18] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): I need to go shower and when I do, may I touch myself while I think of my Master and his cock?
[2016/05/14 08:36:28] You: omg Yes you may
[2016/05/14 08:36:47] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): I will always ask permission
[2016/05/14 08:36:49] You: i so love you to that
[2016/05/14 08:36:55] You: i love it when you do
[2016/05/14 08:37:01] You: you are one horny little slut🙂
[2016/05/14 08:37:09] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): that makes me very happy to hear, my Master
[2016/05/14 08:37:14] You: would you send pic to your master mine
[2016/05/14 08:37:20] You: fuck i am so hard now mine
[2016/05/14 08:37:38] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): yes, my Master and I would love to hear You playing
[2016/05/14 08:38:16] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): so I can better picture it fucking me
[2016/05/14 08:38:33] You: mmmm
[2016/05/14 08:38:52] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): close my eyes and fuck myself with my toy and imagine it’s You
[2016/05/14 08:39:06] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): or that You told me to do it and are watching me
[2016/05/14 08:39:09] You: omg i love to use your toy on you
[2016/05/14 08:39:44] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): I’m so wet right now.
[2016/05/14 08:39:49] You: wanna call me quickly
[2016/05/14 08:40:32] Ƥɧία (phia.paine): he’s getting up. I hear him moving around. That’s why I was going to go take a shower.
[2016/05/14 08:40:34] Ƥɧία (phia.paine):🙂
[2016/05/14 08:40:53] You:🙂
[2016/05/14 08:40:59] You: ok go
[2016/05/14 08:41:04] You: and play with yourself

Nude picture featuring her dripping wet pussy is also available …and many more with every man she fucked with…and she is scared that her hubby knows about it as those pictures feature her face and held against her …by …and by …and by …

Her account Phia was given to her by a man who is the alt of the slave in her partner box , she fucks with him for years , just as she fucks for sure with a few more and names are available…

I had her in my group for a few days  , then she made a drama with her tool gunner thinking that SHE can possibly force ME to do things as SHE wants lol …( I guess little did she know …)so she left to join another group while trashing me there but only to make another drama …then made her hubby kris dejavous pay for a sim to fuck around and a group which was nothing but drama …

Two days ago as she saw people like to raid Free souls for fun as opposed to her group …she decided to make a drama …and asking in group chats WHY she is banned …D’uh!!

Certainly her tool and rl husband have informed her of the drama they did at free souls when her hubby was naked on a special cross with the intent to make him submit to woman who enjoyed the sexual RP while playing the role of free woman …as I have informed her that I will handle her icly for whatever I caught mid raid a huge drama arrose by him and her haha he simply enjoyed having his pixel dick played with so to speak …her tool came over to rescue just as I gave her hubby a tour to the moon for jumping in my ims to “tell ME how to run MY group …” coughs ,,,her tool was even using her “tampon” in his drama …as their drama on my sim was cut …

She asked in group chats she got no reply …then asked one of the frequent raiders to the free souls sim …as she got no reply she used her tool’s alt or used the tool himself ( Elijah McNamara (elijahmcnamara))…hell if I know or care …no reply to satisfy her drama queen cuntish evil soul …so she resorted to her own well known alts …and she posted the “im” all over gor thinking she can trash me …Here I have to say a few points :

1. It’s a breach of Tos , but what’s new for someone like her…
2. the act of passing our private ims proves she never really wanted to be unbanned but rather to play the drama cunt that she is and try to trash me…which proves why I was right that she should remain perma banned because I did give her a chance which she chose not to grab but rather abuse …AND to remove any misunderstandings here :
3.I , as sim owner , can ban ANY cunt on my sim …and NOBODY will ever force me to play with anyone I don’t wish to play with , simple!!! how hard it is to get it that I am not here to waste my valuable time and energy over people that I simply won’t piss in their direction ?? this isn’t really a rocket science …

What was too funny about them both , that they assumed they can FORCE ME to unban her by only stating OTHERS who love to raid here won’t be raiding because SHE IS banned …hmm I had to really laugh at it …knowing how insignificant player she is… she really had some nerve …but then again I recalled a mutual friend who asked me to get her unbanned before …and because of him,as I respect him, I removed her ban …but ermmm I am sure he and others know now her true colors enough not to ever do this again …

I was supposed to post this yesterday but I had no time for it and this morning I received the group message which her hubby sent in his group( kerseyr vikings)  to explain the reason for closing it :

why this is closing
Sat, Jul 30 2016 11:22:05 AM PDT
“just so everyone isnt in the dark ,, seems my whore ass wife cant keep her pixel pussy to herself and keep shit going .. come to find out she was fucking ziwar5 the whole time i was busting my ass to make this sim happen . so guys please feel free to spread th9is all over gor to rouin her fucking game just like she killed it for me and the rest of us that stuck it out to make this group work .. sorry people but i have been betrayed by the ones i trusted for the last time ..”
I have to correct him here , because not only her pixel pussy was used in this …and not just Ziwar was seduced to enjoy it …and instead of blaming him and others who were seduced by this slut…you need to do better homework dude …your pixel dick and pussy and your need , not just hers , to enjoy cyber sex with OTHERS to get excited is the symptom of a worse issue “at home” between you two as couple …go fix it instead of playing gor busting your ass for a group of strangers…and spreading your dirty laundry for all to see and blaming others for it !

So now “Phia” as we gave your respectful biography a bit of my time I really advise you to stay off my face and ims …you and your tools because I am WAY ABOVE your league which is why we can’t get along …and when I ban someone they should know perfectly well they best thank me for it …because my reasons are always so right to even question …and lets list them ..:
1. cheating and or
2. ooc abuse and or
3. Racism and or
4. Being a cunt/dick.

Lets enjoy the song chosen for this entry and be safe from Gorean Aids …

Mariah Carey – “I Want To Know What Love Is ” , because only love can release you from evil and infidelity …

 

 

 

 

 

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The Venna (kasra) cunt – Chapter 2

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I have to say that I have laughed so much after reading chapter one and now as I started typing this one I got even more amused …

Some update for the incidents which happened after chapter 1 so you can understand chapter 2 …

The kasra cunt decided to order a video from one lame player , who was considered to be a “friend” but with such friends who needs enemies really …that dude who claims to be from eastern Europe and suffered historically wise from all the Nazi’s crap , has found it amusing to create a funny text while using a video about Hitler …and the subject of course was Antonio Feldragonne…

Here I must make one point clear ,though i am NOT jewish , even if I am Israeli , I still condemn what Hitler has done and thus for me as a human ,the video was VERY offensive !

I have kicked from free souls lately a person called Allina for pretending to be a Nazi , of course she started saying I was jew to explain why I have kicked her , but trust me I am NOT …not that I care if you think I am …however I wouldn’t allow any offence , or discrimination to any sector of people based on nationality , religion , color , sexual preferences or anything else …

I was contacted by my dear friend Tainted who asked me to check that video out and when I did my first reaction was to laugh at the text which that lame dude had , it was funny , however beyond the joke it only showed what a low life this person is or anyone who would justify such use of a video …

To cut the long story short , the ignorant Ian Cise the boy of the Kasra cunt was behind passing it in the group chats of SL …while that lame dude who made it took responsibility for creating it once , then as he realized he would be in deep shit for it , he threw the responsibility over Ian , this or that I made him remove it by simply waving the right complaint to LL …after all clearly LL won’t allow such use of such Video ..and the people in question would lose their accounts and they would need the Kasra cunt then to help them get new ones ….

The Kasra cunt and her boy kept on pushing it though muted she is …so she started pushing others whom she is playing in her group to message me to get my attention …

First , I owe Rosy Darkwitch an apology  for mentioning her on  chapter one as she wasn’t a part of this shit THIS time, as it appeared to be related to another ex of mine …someone who sends nude pictures to men here to get them going wanting her …and uses her husband’s money , the man whom she is cheating on , to open groups every year …then closing them when she gets bored with the men she is changing as her underwear …( this ex was clean as opposed to …you know …coughs )…

Now clearly I never expected this , since this ex was begging me to get her back …came to me every few months on different alts just begging to be leashed …true story and many can testify on that …however …I believe in the say exes are exes for a reason …and no matter how much I have loved her in the past , and I truly did , I would never get back with her because she shouldn’t be cheating on her husband and living the life of a liar on the net using people and playing with their feelings …she should take care of her 4 kids at home and worship the man who is providing her the life she doesn’t deserve …

So now it all adds up …”many groups which were closed” …hmm lets count yours Mrs M. and see how many men you played over sl and how many alts for god’s sake you have !! I mean this alt was created before you were with me …which proves yet another one of your lies …so Rosy was right about you even if she is sick in her head …

last year she was playing two men on two alts , in one of her groups which she had …then she decided to dump both while playing on another alt with someone else who was taking a break from gor …his good friend simply passed him messages he was having with her to prove she was cheating on him with his friend …and this guy was smart enough to dump her …

She tried to contact me , of course I got her muted , so she contacted my partner who told her off politely and intelligently …

She begged me not to post the shit she did last year because again she tried to mess with me …she has contacted me acting all friendly denying any part of that crap …and I let it go …just as I let go of the horrible crap she did to me before …and thought she grew up and settled …but I guess people don’t change …they simply change avatars in gor …just as she does every year…with a new group…do you want me to say who you are Mrs M.?

Lets share together the song you chose for me to post on the entry which I have posted about …shall we ?

By the way did you fix your teeth yet ?

 

 

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Sticks and Stones…( Kasra)Venna’s leader aka The Cunt of Venna( Kasra)…

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You tend to think people can be creative …after all we are supposed to be living a creative game …but it appeared to be that it all falls back to the IQ of people in question and their level of manners…intelligence …education and so on …
In this game you can hardly find people who can impress you …because they all run like sheeps  trying to do what everyone else is doing simply to fit in …
Those who tend to stand out are usually those whom get rumors spoken about …after all how can you defeat the fact that they don’t do what everyone else is doing and yet they stand out ? …simple math would get you where it’s the only conclusion…
After 4 years of dumping the sorry ass of Rosy I still hear the echoes of her trash …I mean any idea how many people died since? How much water ran under the bridge? Or how many people changed avatars and are playing now on alts? But guess what ? I am still on the same account and i am playing this account for almost 7 years.
I never needed an alt to start all over. This is the avatar i have used for all this time and will use it till the day i leave this game.
Last night I had to rescue at Kasra for the third and LAST time …
I must share though that when I saw this avatar called Chantelle for the first time something just ticked me off …I just didn’t like her even without speaking to her …the aura around her avatar … the energy which was glowing out of her was completely evil …black so to speak …thus whenever they came to raid …I made no effort to allow it to happen and twice she came and twice she left …till she changed the avatar and tried for the 3rd time …silly me thought fine …lets give it a chance …maybe my strong intuition about this cunt is wrong …and boom …complete frustration …complete anger …complete boredom and loss of valuable time is the gain of allowing such game …
And why is that ? to answer that you need to discuss her genius camp …:
Fishbowl gate where you got shot from ALL sides …NOT ONE …ALL …a complete 360 angle …
You get in , to your right they are using a tower which can be opened by lever ?!
You then think you can run towards the tavern …where you seriously have to do a marathon of LONG way to get there and god forbids you fall down you will have to do this marathon all the way again …
Stupid tactic of being on top of roofs / high grounds where raiders can’t get to unless they run a long way while being sniped …and if those are lucky and been together …those lame defenders run in circles all over again making the people lose interest ..and you end up from 2:1 to less than 1:1 frustrated running after them for hours while they play from the top till they win …
First time I got angry but said well …lets see next time …next time again …and my people said no need for anger ban them …i said naaa …after all they did nothing wrong or illegal …they simply played coward , lame boring shit game …but the third time i was like hmm …why am i playing this expensive game for ??? to waste MY valuable time over shit ??? certainly not …
I messaged the cunt being polite and told her I am setting a “no rescue ban” ….she wasn’t happy about it …and said she will put it on the docks for ALL “group”to know …I am like ALL groups or ALL YOUR group ? lol I mean seriously this noob of a cunt thinks she has any influence what so ever over anything happening in gor …
She demanded to have a complete ban …I said nope …it’s as i said a no rescue ban …here she raged and of course started to pull trash spew from her cuntish mouth …
I must say I wasn’t surprised …as I do know she was a cunt …however …I had to think about this point …and I need here your insight about it …
She thought she can insult me by calling me a woman …pff …sticks and stones …dear god can you get a bit more creative ???!! oh certainly can’t …
How can anyone, with a little bit of self respect after 4 years still bring this up as an insult? Haven’t we been there already? Ooh and yes i got the t-shirt as  well. Is it so hard to find something new to throw with? I guess i should see this as a compliment as probably there simply isn’t anything else to attempt “insulting ” me with…or it speaks loud about the amount of brain cells this cunt has. Now i’m talking about her brain cells, i’m curious if they equal a goldfish or a shrimp’s brain cells, but maybe even this is an insult to both species…hahaha
But then again there are women who looked good , who are intelligent , who are independent  in this game …while most are big , neglected, brainless ,married frustrated women who are cheating on their men , abused divorced or separated women with tons of kids , issues with welfare or exes or or or …and thus they believe they are NOBODY and being a woman is actually THE insult …which is very sad really …however …
In the world that I live in I can tell you this while women and men are supposed to be equal  in fact women where I live are doing MUCH MORE than what men would do …
We don’t have the creature of depending women on men to work and support them anymore …women and men are both working as partners in life…and some women are taking on them ALSO the work in the house and taking care of children …which makes their giving to the family unit / partnership/ society is much more than what men give ….
My real life is certainly my private life not anyone’s business nor it’s relevant to this game or my interactions in it …so not sure what’s the deal with it …like what’s the deal with the black and white or gay and straight or arab ,jew or whatever.
But back to the point, as that insult didn’t work well as I wasn’t really insulted , more disappointed to say the least for the lack of creativity , she pulled something new out of her dirty pocket …yet ANOTHER lie , said I had many groups that closed because I AM A BITCH …COUGHS …to that I had to answer her she needed to do better homework …mind you I bet she was never in school this cunt as she would have failed in all the subjects …since even a rational argument based on facts she can’t pull so how on earth can she leads a group ….
Lets give you a history lesson about Antonio Feldragonne …he started his gorean life at one of the biggest oldest groups back then called the shinis…he learned gor there and though he was in a privileged leading rank he left that group and started his own group ” The free souls of gor outlaws “after 2-3 months …and since ( which is about  7 years and more ) that has been the ONLY group he ever had or will ever have …NEVER joined any other group either even when he took a break due to real life occupations …
Therefore if there is any stable character in gor , Antonio Feldragonne is by far ONE OF the most stable ones but that’s not a surprise …as he is one ALSO in real life …and his personality in both sl and rl IS the same …not acting …the only difference of course that Antonio Isn’t his avatar …makes sense retards ?
The song chosen for this entry is an old song I happen to love …:”Where is the love?” By Black Eyed Peas…
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My soul is finally released…

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The scene of my mom having the seizure that she had and me not being able to help her haunted me …haunted my soul since the day it happened …which is 12/2009…even though she has been gone since 10/3/2010 I still never got over her death nor accepted it …

I have tried so hard to work on myself regarding that but it just never worked …I simply reached the point where I can’t even visit the grave yard something which I used to do in the honor of my dead ones at least twice a year …

I have considered even medium sessions but I got scared and so sad to even attempt it …

Then I learned about “first aid” seminar which was given to the lawyers …and I signed up to it and …I learned what should have been done professionally in her case that night …things I wouldn’t have been able to do …I simply lacked the knowledge to do so …not to mention …not all cases you try to give such assistance succeed …but rather only 10% of the cases…and in 4 minutes time it was more than impossible for me to do it and or be successful with it …

I can’t blame myself for things I couldn’t do …and taking responsibility also for such things have made me ill …but last night I was set free…

God bless you mom …I couldn’t argue with god’s wish …but I can only pray you are in heaven where you  belong …May god rest your soul in peace …

“Mama” by Celine Dion is the song I pick for this entry …for the most important person in my life past , present and future …

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“It takes two for Tango “

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In everything we do …in any relationship we have …we are all fully aware of the say :” It takes two for Tango”

Once it’s only one giving …one doing …one fixing …one supporting …one this and one that …clearly failure eventually will come around and ruin whatever there was there going on …built or whatever …and how easy to ruin and how hard it is to build …

When things are given up easily …you sit there and wonder …”how come it was that easy ?”” wasn’t it important ? weren’t there no feelings?” etc …

I am one of the people who tend to find it extremely hard to give up on things and or people …it took me years to give up my late brother’s clothes …I didn’t allow anyone to open his closet and his clothes stayed as they were for almost 2 years …same with his music things , records , cassettes , cds even his own sound systems …stereos and so on …I still have them …

Each season when you go through your clothes ..I bet some of you believe in the say whatever you didn’t wear for a year you might as well give away or throw …because it’s just taking a space in your closet…I can’t do that …so unless it’s some of my relatives who liked something I have i would give them from it otherwise I wouldn’t give it up …and in fact I still have some of my clothes which I haven’t even worn for years …

And being like that with objects can tell you how I am with people …I don’t give up on people that easily …however …once I do …they are dead for me …

I had seriously past bad relationships …ones that I would think about right now and wonder how on earth I got involved with this or that …and more how I have made it with this or that person for that long when it was clear from the get go where this was headed …example …I had partners who were pathological liars ..I would get on their lie …get all its details …talk to them about it and they would simply pull up another lie to cover up on that lie …and I would then ,though it sounded not reasonable to me, give them the benefit of the doubt .,..only to find out another lie …I can tell you this I have given chances for liars only to lie to me over and over again …while meanwhile I would be the good friend that I am …helping …supporting them to fix their issues which some they would make up …others can be true but come on …why would you ever give any support to liars ???

I had one who made stories about food , insurance …essentials like medical care and so on …only to take the money and go to fuck with another person who wouldn’t spend a dime on her ass …and trust me that’s just an example ..and I knew it …and remained as an idiot good friend because in my beliefs this couldn’t be …I must have been wrong lol it’s what I believed against my own best judgment …and chances been given etc till I realized that such people are sick …no self respect …no pride …simply users , cheaters and liars …and the more you give them chances the more they would fuck you …

Another who has always been good friend …and as we became partners and got secure in the relationship stopped acting as a good friend while being such for her virtual friends who never been even better friends to begin with …makes you wonder what kind of relationship is this when a partner needs to “compete” with virtual friends or “hang out” friends as opposed to real friends …so instead of giving her the middle finger i remained true to the relationship and even made efforts to become friends with her friends who never put the effort as I did just so she doesn’t feel something is missing for her ass …only to find out they were so happy if she wasn’t partnered so they can use her sorry ass …because for her friends she had things to give …to listen to their stories and act as counselor or go fix them this or that …such idiot partner was given also many chances …only to find out that the more chances been given the more taken for granted I was …also gave it a length of time though the titles been on the walls from the first argument …

You might think , how come a smart intelligent person can do such mistakes …probably even think I am an idiot to do so …I would only say for my defense …it’s how I am raised …I don’t give up on things /people easily …and I think always about the good in people …I trust …but only to find out from experience that people are almost all bad …and each mistake caused me damages I believe as a lesson from god never to trust people…

However to be fair , to be happy being like that , good, trusting , giving etc ,because I won’t change to become someone I hate to be…you need to be involved only with people who are like you on that matter …if not …you will get slapped harder than you would expect …and before you are involved with someone in real life …beyond the computers you shouldn’t help anyone in real life …or even worry about what happens with them in real life …because real life means real life not only helping out from one side in real life issues when those people can’t even support you on internet issues or be there for you just to “show off” to others they have “personality and a mind of their own ” when they play it submissive just to get involved with you to begin with …suddenly anything you say should be counted and measured to fit their standards of feeling they have a mind of their own …even on the basics which shouldn’t be asked …to support a friend ! not even a partner …A friend! yet the other “friends” get the absolute support without even asking when they never supported them …

I know for some of you this might sound weird not to give up that easily in such situations  …either on things after death even …or on people after being caught with bs for the first , or second or even third time …but I say …if we all gave up on people that easily …would life continue ? would the human race survive ? would there be relationships among people ? I am not exaggerating …even if you think some people don’t deserve chances …we still gave someone or a few chances for this or that reason …just think about that …however …some of us because it’s a built in quality …such as myself …and others for some interest they have …and therefore …when you realize things or people or relationships for that matter are given up on that easy …isn’t that even common sense to realize that for those who don’t have this built in quality there was “no interest” in this ? and if “no interest” then clearly “no feelings” …? I am just trying to “call the baby in its name” and analyze the process of thinking of those people …and clearly reaching that conclusion made me see through perfectly well …

I won’t change …because I believe this is how all should be when it comes to things/ people …quitters or giving up easily would lead to disasters and more problems than the slaps I have got from not giving up …because in my work I am known as a fighter and my success if ever is partially due to this quality among others of course …

I am honored to keep the legacy of my late brother …the legacy of my family even if it means nothing for some it means the world for me …and I am proud to say I have given chances to many people …some didn’t earn it …but others did …and for the sake who earned it …a few hard slaps on my face were a fair price indeed…

Lets face it , wouldn’t you feel loved , appreciated and valued if you are never given up ?! and how awful you would feel if you were given up on easily ? I know some can take you for granted for giving them chances …but those will only learn the hard way once they lose someone who has given them when they didn’t deserve to be given…and get slapped by other people who would do the same to them …they say: “Karma is a bitch” and you can bet it’s true …

The song chosen for this entry is one that my late bro used to love by Lisa Stansfield:”Never, Never Gonna Give You Up”

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Who is more hurtful ?

Sunset again and again

 

We often mistake those who get angry fast and show their anger verbally or with actions to be hurtful …as opposed to those who remain calm acting peaceful …but that’s a very common mistake …

I can’t say that I didn’t have that mistake as well …but now I know better …not only because I happen to be one who gets angry fast …because as fast as I get angry is as fast as I calm down …as simple as that …however …once I am angry and THINK about it …I may act calm …just as some might do …but then …you better be careful …as my anger will get into planning for my revenge …and THEN you best be scared …because my anger might get destructive…and to get me in such phase it’s really rare …because it has to be ongoing hurt from the same person that they “don’t comprehend ” that they best not make me angry…or something that has to do with my honor/respect/pride …then my “pay back” is seriously a bitch …

The same goes with the use of words …some would use bad words or insults to hurt …thinking that by using the bad ones they would take their anger out  …i can take that on my mouse if I am typing haha …but if no mouse clearly it will go forward to the use of words …however those who don’t use such words are basically more hurtful from those who would use the bad or hurtful words …those can basically “kill” you with polite words …and their act of being cold …try to meet cold with fire …and you can understand what I mean …

We tend to blame those who get angry showing their anger …judging them for their anger and use of words …even though we know they don’t mean it …forgetting that we basically caused them to get angry and thus resulted their reaction…but …can you really judge someone for words they don’t mean and not judge yourself for your hidden rage which pushed such anger to explode? can you really judge such person who got angry for a bit and then calmed down as if nothing happened and not judge yourself for your long lasting grudges and hidden rage ?!

I believe that before you try to judge anyone you need to check yourself …see how you are in such occasions and try …oh really try not to preach when you are by far worse than such person who hold no grudges nor has any hidden agenda …

Believe it or not …I rather be with someone that show me their anger and express it knowing it can blow up and poof be gone …than be with someone who would hide their anger and like a snake bit you while you aren’t aware of it…or like water which runs deep only to cause damage to the basic structure of any build …and they do that only because they felt “hurt”…refusing to take responsibility over the reasons which caused the other to hurt them …

I can keep on discussing this for more …but I guess the main idea is clear …it’s my way to differentiate between the two kinds of people …and my choice is clear whom I prefer …

You can only take so much from those who don’t communicate and prolong issues …communication is the key for everything …no need to hold grudges when things not meant to be bad …avoid anger by communication if you don’t …then you have earned it so be up to suck it up …

The song chosen to share with you on this entry, not related to the subject , by Ed Sheeran – :”Thinking Out Loud”

 

 

 

 

 

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